UP LATE OR EARLY...just thinking..

lots of work to do...really can't sleep! alot of political movement, positioning, alignment, etc., from folks going on..man you really have to stay on yours toes...

it seems like one cant sleep because someone is always plotting...THANK GOD i do my best to let HIM handle that job for me...

JUST WAKING UP FROM PAFF

The Pan African Film Festival was more exhausting than i thought. Of course during the event from the 5th until the 16th, i just kept it pushing..but once i came home.. my body was sooo tired! i have to get an assistant and some pt workers ...this is going to be so trying for me because workers in the past lied, stole, all kinds of stuff..

however, on another note.. i like someone very much and really hope it works out. my other friend or boo DID NOT..we just could never find the time to see each other. now, i met someone i seen before but really did not see ...until now... he loves the Lord, prays for me and over me.. understands what i am saying..IS SINGLE..IS LOOKING FOR HIS SIGNIFICANT OTHER..im very scared...i like him a little toooo much...what if he's the one i've been asking God to send? what will i do? how will i manage? i don't know but i am sure going to try!!

...IT'S THURS..

...it's thursday and im feeling pretty...for all the pressure that is surrounding me..i could not say that yesterday or the day before...

its really amazine how our minds can make the difference in how we feel, our attitudes, our body, our outlook...

somedays..the stress and pressure feels like its caving in on me and i just have to retreat from the world and lay down and relax...

THEN..the day passes on..im still alive..the pressure and stress is still surrounding me..BUT i just look at it and keep it moving.. ITS EXTERNAL..it is not affecting or effecting anything--mind, body, attitudes, thoughts.. ect..

sometimes i think the end of the world is here..then the day is over and i see hope, i see direction, i see purpose, i get back to work pushing this machine i have created that at times is like a monster while others its a blessing for so many!

well..i wonder if major players go through the emotional mind control that i go through..i know i will be able to ask them soon!!

IT'S JUST 2:30 IN THE MORNING...

...and im contemplating...

THIS ENTIRE week was one that no one will ever forget...OBAMA IS THE PRESIDENT..yes we can.. yes we will.. NOW...YES WE DID!

look around you...WHO IS YOUR TEAM?

WHO IS GOING TO HELP YOU GET TO YOUR OBAMA ARRIVAL..

WHO ARE YOU GOING TO HELP TO GET YOU TO THEIR OBAMA ARRIVAL..

everyone is suspiscous...im looking at every single person in my lyfe...

its a great NEW YEAR so gone with yesterday...ONWARD TOWARDS TOMORROW!

2009 ...

30 MINUTES TO THE NEW YEAR..i just thank God to have another opportunity to see another year...im glad i stayed home..i wont be tired tomorrow..unless i stay up late working on the internet.....i have my granddaughter rochelle with me andall my childrenare out with their families and friends...

while at times i feel lonely...the silence is sooo golden.. im buying a building this year for all my companies..i will also be traveling out of the country and throughout the states...

MERRY CHRISTMAS

I APPRECIATE YOU AND AM VERY HONORED TO BE ABLE TO NETWORK AND MOVE YOUR INFORMATION ACROSS THE WORLD! MERRY CHRISTMAS... kimirhochelle

DAYS LIKE THIS...

days like this i see the end of the rainbow.. its within the reach of my fingertips...the clouds are fluffy white...the ocean spray of saltiness sprinkles my face...i can't wait for tomorrow what use to be dreaded...please God oh ALMIGHTY keep my days like this... not all perfect but more toward than backwards.. keep my eye on YOU keep my mind on YOU keep my walk toward YOU as i THANK YOU AND THANK YOU AND THANK YOU...for days like this...

I FOUND ANOTHER ME!

i just met with a woman the will be my cover in the months to come...last year this time she was struggling, underpressure, moving locations, could not pay for advertisement, stressed..seeking pressing continuing ...

today, she was struggling, underpressure, looking for another location, had money for advertisement, stressed..seeking pressing continuing...THE DIFFERENCE...she has had soooo much features that she can not handle to demands of making enough pies..does not have enough ovens to cook...does not have enough money to pay for the increased eggs and flours etc.. needed to fulfill orders...IN FACT..she had to deny a major contract because she could not fill the order...

SHE IS THE FIRST PERSON I HAVE MET THAT IS AT THE SAME POINT I AM...even last year..we were going through the same things....this year..WE BOTH HAVE MOVED A KNOTCH OR TWO UP THE LEVEL but now have to deal with increase funds...higher prices of products...hiring more team members..

it was soooo nice to hear her and i never said a word about my businesses she just said...DON'T STOP..keep going... i am going to support you...i was like... "what God is talking to you or something?"

there are sooo many of "us" out here...true entrepreneurs that rely 100% on revenue from out businesses... it can be scarey, exciting, up, down, ...BUT THE ONE THREAD...keep our eye on God and what does He say to do...

STAY FOCUS ... KEEP GOING ... DONT STOP .... PRAY ..... DONT BAD MOUTH OTHERS .... BELIEVE ... KNOW .... you can do it! kimirho :)

HATEN THE HATERS--especially when they're your friends!

i have been watching the "Real HouseWives" in Atlanta..i have not watched tv for months so it was great to see back to back shows about the lives of these women. plus.. atlanta is one of the states we are looking at to launch the magazine..we are even going to take a week trip to the area!!!!

anywho...what was interesting to me was how friends were really hating on each other and back stabbing each other and being so caty.. YOU COULD SEE HOW WE ALL ACT AT TIMES!!! i have heard that back east they dont do that but it is apparent that they do!

i say this because i am having someone create a "lyfestyles" body fragrance cleansing and moisturing set within their own line as a way to create funds for our new "Community Collective Ad Rate"... this is where anyone can collectively pay for an ad by giving $1-$5 or more! collectively, the funds will offset the low to no pay ads we give to some small businesses and nonprofits. well i made the announcements.. and it would have been great to see on camera all those faces and who said what negative mess to the company that was going to do it... in fact, we had just had a meeting over the phone about our plans and now she did a drastic 150% turn around!

no biggy for me..i just called another company and keep it moving but what is interesting is how the power of influence can move change... WITHOUT KNOWLEDGE ABOUT ANYTHING....

i pray that i at least tell people to get an unbias opinion about ALL THE INFORMATION..not a little piece..

HOW CAN YOU TELL SOMEONE SOMETHING IS GOOD OR NOT IF YOU DONT KNOW THE ENTIRE PICTURE?

how i should have responded was a just ok..NO i give an analysis of what happened..of course NO ONE WILL SAY WHO SAID WHAT AND WHY.. who cares.. R YU HATEN?

i have so fuck'n far to go! if i know the level of what i am dealing with..then that level would not understand the analysis ANYWAY...JUST KEEP IT MOVING!